I'm totally OK with it!

was studying in kinda calm mood

while i was too boring with the notes

i on my laptop and msn

thought of asking YY something which i've forgotten what was it

he told me: " TOMORROW  9PM EVELYN'S HOUSE "

then i was like HUH??? what???

then he said: " AND YOU MUST WEAR FORMAL ALSO "

HUH??? x2

and he just disappeared

few minutes later then only he replied

the formal thing is for Monday

9pm is for moral campaign meeting

they saw the 1st group presented ystd and it was like so fully packed

our's???? i don't really wanna talk about it :x

and Sunday will be a brief rehearsal XXXXXX(

so.............................................................. 

I packed my things up with    expression

my mom was like:"HAHA! CONGRATULATIONS! HAVE A FUN WEEKEND IN KAMPAR!"

Dear Mom, thanks and I WILL!!!

my mood turned into this

you guys would never understand how much i ♥  the DEAD CITY   

freaking city that makes me gone mad

not that my room is just right beside the drain

not because i don't have friends at all in the uni

its because............of....................................................NO REASON!!!!

for no reason i HATED this damn city!!!!!

i wish that i could transfer to KL but.................i can't leave my hometown

i wish that i could transfer to UK.....maybe......but i can't live without my mom * i'm just an ideal mommy-girl

pushed away ALL my notes and walked up to the kitchen

got my MILK + HONEY STARS and ate as much as i can!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

I DESERVE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well! finished emo-ing

applied a mask to calm myself down

still rmb i posted a pic similar to this in FB

i think this would be much better than that * i changed my mask 

previous one was a self-made mask..quality not as nice as this

helps to refine and whiten your skin...

it really works....at the moment i tear off the mask :)

well! gonna end my LAME post now 

CHAOZ~