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Monday, March 21, 2011

♥ is just that simple.


ain't about $
ain't about popularity
ain't about gender
ain't about age
ain't about anything which we can be hold touched or smell
its about feeling
the feeling of being -ed
feeling of being concerned
feeling of being together forever and ever
I don't know how others perceives about 
for me I found my  in my life
I'm trying my very best to hold still this miracle-
I hope to be so in ♥ in the next century
I wanna stay still in this able family

♥ em the most!
the two who had sex and brought all of us to this world
without their EFFORTs I am nobody now * evil laugh

 I ♥ this two honey-sweet-sweet
although they always neglect people around them
do whatever they like 
speak as if there's nobody's around
but you can feel that 's in the air with their existence

'em the noisy couple
although they ♥ arguing 
but they somehow brought us lotsa fun and humor

 her my nor nor
although she's a kind of people who really follow her mood
she can be very talkative in this second
while the next..she can just stay silent for god sake
ideal EMO idol
but still she always have fun with me
playing around with her nails, hair and whole body
she used to be ma'model

Last but not least just to say that I ♥ ma'self for having such height!
I really gonna get a maxi I swear! *but not this one!!! 
freakinn show my hyperFLAT breast!!!!
yea..and the only thing I dislike in my able life is....
MY FREAKING BOOPS!
what to do ='(


Anyhow, I still appreciate what I'm having
At least I'm healthy... which is kinda



♥.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

My dad got a little comment on my clothes.


 I wonder why my dad always spoils my day
while I dress up as if I was fucking pretty
his word will then definitely makes me wanna change my attire!
like this ...>>>
I had no idea why he would say that
"Hey! why still not change yet? still wanna sleep ah?"
I was like HUH?!!?!! I'm fucking done dad!
then he said: "Oh! well! when you get this shirt? so pajamas! 
ahhahaha~ youngster!"
=.='''
and after all..I think he's kinda right in his way
now when I see this clothes, I'll think of pajamas seriously! T.T

next is this...>>>
my dad: "polo ground???jogging???"
=.='''

next...>>>
Osim Slim Belt Massager??? So tiny one???

haha! Slimming belt again~ Bi you injured?

Every clothes and accessories he commented will be ended up being neglected by me for a long period of time. I don't feel like wearing them again cause they had tagged along with those WEIRD comments which I would sooner or later feel like kinda agree with it. Dear DADDY, please zip up your cute little tiny mini mouth whenever you feel that your daughter is wearing clown's attire kiess? =P


but still I wear whatever I LIKE and I THINK its NICE!
although sometimes it doesn't =D


x.o.x.o

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Good Morning with ♥


Had a long long insomnia night =(


What I did early in the morning today?
I mop I swept I keep my room clean and fresh!
It really helps...to reduce my emo =)


but ended up..my nose freaking itchy bcz of d dust!
well! going to have a test today at 6pm.
I didn't study at all!!! FML!!!!
now its time to start at least something =D
* Steady Man!
GOOD LUCK CLASSMATES!

心。。。真的痛了!

昨天收到了他的信息 我的心痛了整个晚上

他说现在他再也不用为我做什么了。几好。哈哈
还说三年前他就想过要跟我分手
可是他一个朋友告诉他不能放弃这段感情
你喜欢一个人就要喜欢他的全部
所以他慢慢学会了也习惯了我的脾气
还说我的脾气怎样我最清楚
不知道为什么 我对这个人有种奇怪的感觉
没想过会从他口中听到这样的话
我自问从来没有后悔跟他在一起过
也觉得他是我遇过对我最好的男人
只是我们的想法太过于不一样了
收到他那封信息 对我的打击真的很大
不过这样也好 我才能够安心的放下这段感情
是时候为自己加油了!

我又搞自闭了。不好意思。

最近关于我的事,关心我的朋友们都在议论纷纷
有的说我伤心过度不上课,有的打了几通电话来我都没接
有的在msn说等着瞧,看我几天内又再说复合
有的跟我掏心掏肺地说你们本来就不适合,你们外形超般配的 很浪费!
谢谢你们的关心 我很好
我没有为了失恋而不想干什么 只是人偶尔都会有情绪
看到电话响 心里有数会是谁的来电
我知道你们打来不是八东八西就是要对我说爱情大道理或者是非常random的安慰话
我不是过度伤心 只是我真的很懒惰重复同样的答案
我不管别人怎么想 我有我的理由 不是想清楚 我不会随便说分手的
理由只有当事人知道 也或许他到现在也领悟不到
不管怎么都好 机会 我给了 借口 我用尽了
我没办法继续下去了
是朋友的 看到这篇以后 不要再好奇了 好吗
只想把过去的记忆收藏起来
我的人生还不适合拥有爱 是我还没准备好吧
除了那容易变质的爱 我还有亲情和友情
这两样的重要性真的远远超越我的想象
谢谢我的知己们那默默的鼓励
你们的存在令我觉得很安心
虽然什么都没说 但我心领了 也谢谢你们 

Sunday, March 6, 2011

All over again.


tests and assignments really freak me out!
I frequently involve in contradicting situation 
either to study at noon hang out at night study again during mid night
or hang out first then study after that sleep
but IN THE END sleep then sleep then sleep LOL
come on!!!!!!! laziness plz leave me alone!!!!!!!!!

btw..duno how long will I stay single this time =P
Oops! I did it again!
u noe what i mean right!?!?!
this time ended up peacefully *at least for me it was
NO question NO doubt NO gossip pls! 
Thank you berry much ^.^