Orphan?

was in a call with my best friend she's in Singapore
we talked about living in foreign countries
she said she was once..no..not even once..
she was having difficult dayS when she first reached that place
everything is totally strange for her
uncountable times she felt like going home and stay at her hometown forever and ever
she was the first among my buddies who kept saying she wanna leave Ipoh after graduated form 5
and yeah! ofcourse she went to different states for her studies and also jobs
FINALLY she made her first step to oversea
she miss her family, her friends, her life in Malaysia
desparately hoping to come back but..
of course a normal person would have said those words
but still they will physically remain in that foreign country
its a psychology issues i think
since you are there why don't you do something extra before coming back
at least when you are back you can proudly tell others regarding your interesting experiences
no one would be interested to listen to someone describing their life in new places as if they went to a JAIL
but seriously i only heard not more than complains

i started worrying once i hang up
i have a beautiful dream
guess my friend would have knew it
what if i really succeed?
am i going to call back and keep complaining like her? sobz..
mom's cooking, sisters' laughter, dad's jokes....omg!
does it mean...indirectly, i'll become an orphan?