EXAM killsss

logged in to FB very frequent today..
found that most of them especially UTAR students having stressful status..
me, myself and i of course involved..
my status is: Fion Wong Ht is dead.
and a pretty replied: i'm dying. ^^
guess most of them who are having test as i am now..will have the same feeling..
and of course i'm dead cz looked at those ridiculous answers i've written..
how come? how come i can be such a SMART animal..
i wrote everything right but my hand!...fingers in fact! is actually the problems maker!
don't really know how i press my calculator!!!!!!! argHHHHhhhh...

neighbours, please accept my apology..
i didn't meant to sream like a beast!
but only screaming can release my feelings!

''bitter medicine cures sickness, unpalatable advice benefits conduct'' =.=

today, my mom boiled me the so called "bitter medicine" AGAIN!!!
since the day i fainted outside the clinique..T.T
since the day the DR told my mom that i should eat more tonic and nourishing food..

it contains the most scary 'stuff' as in i do not know what should i categorize it as.. the red date.. guess every human knew it..
yupe! i don't like the smell of it..
its not as smelly as a shit..
just simply don't like it!
but!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my mom purposely boil it for me..
ends up..i drank it!!
duh!!!!!!!!
mom, how about COKE???=.=

I should think it in another way round =.=

just finished my finance revision and i did the first sheet of pass year
did it with my retarded brain!
seriously..without referring to notes and stuff
ends up with ALL wrong!!!!
what a smart-freak i am!
please give me a round aplause~.~ ~.~

now only i know why my mom always say that i'm naive
not only in answering tricky questions..
even in friendship..society......blablabla...
well! its time to pick up my mind..

Die another day.

another sleepless night =.=
i've been having sleeping problem since the starting of this semester..
i wonder why?
me and my mom have been figuring what is my problem since the day i kept on waking her up to chat with me..
no matter how i forced myself but still.. ntg helps!
about exam..
except revising..still revising..
after few days of revision..
i found that a person who taking AC will be repeat doing AC until the end of your day..
once u stop ur hand or ur eyes..you're certified!
serious! no jokes!
others said: 9 out of 10 who didn't get into a relationship before they starts their working life will never ever get married or even get into a relationship!
somehow i believe..its almost reaching 100%!
that's why i'm holding him tight!
i wanna get married at least ONCE in a life time!
wanna have my lil babieS and grandchildS...
really looking forward to see how my future will be..
would it be AMAZING? DISSAPOITING?
we'll see..^^
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whatsoever...
my current life is-

with figures+calculator+highlighters

<= my mom
she always giving me FULL support
reading her favorite STAR while i was busy CALCULATING
she was actually standing on a kind of sports-tool
which helps in activating ur leg's muscles
thanks for the moral support ^^

~Lets move beyond the limit~
I believe it would be an uphill battle
*.*

-STAY TUNED EVERYONE -

well!!! FINALS is in the corner..

its time for me to abandon my FB and BLOG!!!

sounds SERIOUS!

hope i can ctrl myself for these FEW WEEKS!!!

this will probably be my facial expression for these few weeks!!!

JU~ON!!!

>.<

~best regards~

-have a nice day-

hi FION and bye FIOWIND

this name FIOWIND was created during secondary
came from the combination of FION and WINDY
FION is originates by my mom or my eldest sis..not very sure of it..
WINDY is me myself and I who love this name without reason..
it's not cool..not famous..not special at all..i just simply like the word wind..
and so..i combined it both and becomes FIOWIND..
but i found that many of them felt uncomfort with this name..
some says WEIRD! some says COOL! some says SPECIAL!
and even some says SUITS ME WELL!..WEIRDO!
well! i found it hard for the elderly to pronounce my name..
and also for the agents/ someone else to remember my name..
thats why i cut it back to FION..
and here comes the day that i don't recognize name of myself..
a freelancer agent called me..
he asked:"good afternoon, are you Fion?"
i was stucked..and i was like..huh?wrong number????
one sec after.. i said:"erm..yes! i am.."
that guy was for sure thinking that erm..should i call her for the job??
she don't even know her name..hahaha..
erm..well!!
it's time to get back to my original name..
HI! FION! T.T

a trip to HELL!

went to a PLACE with Mr

enjoyed the journey

both of us was like lost in the jungle

i'm kinda syok sendiri in the car

kept on capturing my own face

while he was tired of driving

(p/s Mr didn't actually slept well at the night before!

and i was OVER SLEPT!

That's why he was like having PERIOD!)

who cares?!?! I can still entertaint myself! >.<

Just to share out my LAME pic!!!!

was trying to COPY his facial expression!

the LC face he always show me!

hell ~PEACE~

i also got LC face man!

don't pRay pRay with ME!!!

lan yeng

but i like it!!! wohoo~

was having camera setting

accidentally found this angle!

i think it's COOL!

don't you think so???

nope???

who cares????

- ^^ -

crAp!.!

back to my lovely hometown-IPOH!!!
very happy..
-thank you-

yes!

a person will simply get mad

as soon as he/she do not have direction

and..yupe!!

I AM THAT KIND OF PERSON!

SO WHAT?!?!

INSOMNIAing

well!! its 2.30AM now!!!
and..i'm like 2.30PM lolx!!!
yes!!! i CANT SLEEP!!!!!!!!
what can i do????????????
i feel old!!!!!!!
like an oldy who think about child's future
husband's body figure
face wrinkles
blablablabla
i don't know what am i crapping now!!!!!!
KY!!!!! HELP!!!!!!
guess i should explain why am i keep on calling her
she was my classmate
she did a great presentation with the title INSOMNIA
the presentation was supposed to be 5minutes
and....she did it 10!!!!!
previously, we had a 3minutes impromptu speech
she made it 7minutes!!!!!
she's so talented!!!! in.....helping INSOMNIA-people!!!!
okay!!!!!!!!!!!
have to end this!!!!!!
if nope....it would be an endless post.............T.T
JESUS christ!!!!!!!!!!
good night WORLD

G.I.L.A.?.yes! I AM!

another camwhore-me

nothing..just too free..

HAVE A NICE WEEKEND EVERYONE!!!

xx-LOVE-xx

唉！爱情…原来如此！

有人说
爱情就像味觉
有着：酸甜苦辣！

也有人说
爱情就像大便！
不管你怎么憋也憋不住
它总是很自然地冲“口”而出

我却说
爱情就像是在看一本小说
每一本小说
一开始，你会觉得很新鲜
看着看着
心头总会想说翻到最后一页去看看结局
那种好奇心就像是我们对爱情的观念
而当你知道结果了
中间的长篇大论也就没性趣再花时间看下去了

每一对情侣都是上帝创造出来的精品
那种激情，欲望和对彼此的吸引
根本就是一种魔术！
没有解释也没有得重播
每个人的人生
至少会有一次魔术的产生
只在乎与你是否发现它的存在

最近我发现，
原来，
它，一直存在着。
只是我这个人哦，比较纯顿啦！>.<
也不完全是这么一回事。
一直以来，
我觉的两个人在一起
所谓无聊的浪漫
所谓无谓的甜言蜜语
所谓无知的惊喜
都是必要的！
只有浪漫，甜言蜜语和惊喜才可以捍卫我们的爱情
不让它轻易的枯萎
两个人在一起
一定要有钱，沟通，尊重，信任…
等等的现实基本需求

他
告诉了我什么才是真正的爱情

爱就是
在对方嫌弃自己的时候
让自己振作，要让自己进步
不是要让对方后悔当初怎样嫌弃他
而是要让对方开心
尽量满足对方要求的一切
爱情就是
当对方为自己的愚蠢流泪时
帮对方擦干眼泪
任对方如何对他出气，打死不还手
然后心里警告自己：“不准再让对方为自己流一滴眼泪！”

爱就是
当对方显示出她要离开的议决时
紧紧抓住对方，打死不放手
不管付出什么代价
只要觉得这是对的人
一生一世都不会再松手！

爱就是
当对方不在身旁时
无时无刻地想念着对方
三不五时就打一通电话去慰问：
吃饱了吗？吃了什么？
昨晚那么夜睡，有没有觉得头不舒服？
最近功课那么忙，记得要准时吃饭，
不要让你的旧病复发！听到吗?

天啊！身为专业宅女的我
一天到晚只会看偶像剧
每天都迷恋着男主角迷人，帅气的外形
再加上那种只用来骗师奶的剧情
像道明寺的霸道和男人味
小美的迷人眼神
赵佑挺的天真浪漫
每天那种虚幻的帅哥出现！
就像等着道明寺来揍我
然后爱上我
然后继承他上亿的家产！
Wow！幻想一下也爽！
我！完全把自己当作是剧中的女主角了吧！

正因为这样
三年来，我忽略了他
原来，
我的他早已经出现了
虽然他只有道明寺0.000001% 的身材和财富
虽然他只有小美0.00000000000001% 迷人
虽然他…一点都不懂得浪漫
可是，
他胜在有够白痴的
不管我怎么“踩”他
嫌弃他，骂他，殴打他。。。。
他还是觉得我可爱！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
我是可爱啊！！！

我曾经问过：“你是白痴吗？被打被骂被赖，都不会生气吗？”
他说：“老婆是用来疼的，不是用来出气的”
老天爷！这句话对很多无知少女来说应该会很甜吧！
怎么我听了，却觉得
他是在给我转弯抹角吗？
他的意思是：我在拿他来出气咯？
结果……
他，又被我骂了！

其实啊！问题是不是出在我身上呢？
唉！野蛮女友什么时候要拍续集啊？
找我吧！我可以把真实故事带上荧幕！