我老了。

最近班上来了好多嫩妞

全都是新鲜出炉的美女

忽然觉得岁月催人老

今天和妈妈在狗窝里打滚时

突然望着妈妈脸上的岁月痕迹 

“哗！妈妈，我好喜欢你哦

好喜欢和你在一起

因为只有在你身边

我才会变得好美好年轻哦！”

:)

♥

 I want to say thank you to you

May you never steal, lie or cheat

But if you must steal, then steal away my sorrows

And if you must ‘lie’, lie with me all the nights of my life

And if you must cheat, then please cheat death

because I couldn’t live a day without you.

x0x0

大姐，你要记得我哦

还记得以前那种吃饱就睡睡饱就吃的日子
那时候 什么决定都由家长决定
家长不在就轮到大姐
再不然就是二姐和三姐
怎么轮也不会轮到我去操心
放学回家
第一时间会很想把当天的趣事告诉家人
大家也会装作很有兴趣地听我说故事
不管故事有趣与否
她们都会因为故事是从我口中说出来而感到好笑
尤其是妈妈和大姐 她们总会笑个不停

记得以前大姐很早就一个人到都市念书然后工作
做什么事总是能独当一面
虽然和她的年龄相距八年
但是 却觉得好喜欢她
好喜欢她的老大姐风范
好喜欢她吃过好吃的食物都会带或买给我吃
好喜欢她听说哪一部电影好看都会带我去看
最喜欢她每次回来第一句话都会用很高的音调叫我：“Ah Bi～ ～ ～”

当初看完败犬女王
我们其他三姐妹都会嘲笑她说
那部戏完完全全在反映着姐姐的性格！
还有在KTV点唱徐怀钰的向前冲
歌词唱到 ‘你还在睡 难怪你总是没人追！’时
我们三个都会矛头指向她

随着时间的流逝
姐姐不再是败犬了
她变成一只贵宾狗了
这次回来 都会带着新的成员
看着她们恩恩爱爱
内心深处却有着一种莫名的酸痛
我的地位已经完完全全地被取代了
回来时的第一句话不再是呼叫我的乳名了
有新片上映不再会是想和我分享了
知道什么地方有好吃的食物 我不再是那个她最想分享的人了
我已经变成她心里的 NOBODY 了！
听见她对未来的期望和打算
心里又是替她感到幸福
又像是在告诉自己姐姐已经快要有一个‘没有我’的新生活了
也许姐姐出嫁的那一天
我会像戏里的妈妈一样
眼看自己的女儿嫁出去而喜极而泣吧

唉！ 我老了！
不知不觉中 我变成欧巴桑了

不管未来会变成怎么样
姐姐
你一定要幸福哦 :)

What I gained most of the day

Here comes the end of my beloved sem break

wonder how much i enjoyed this holiday

although i didn't went to any special places

but i spent it all with my dearest family

nothing else would be better than those precious family moments

...

this holiday would be the most fully-utilized holiday i've ever had

went to my sis place for two weeks

went to shop shop shop and eat eat eat

it was truly exhausted!

imagine that we go every where by '11'

* my dear GF *

...

applied mask on my mom's face

and that made us found another evidence

prove on my mom's face is smaller than normal us

...

went to pg for food again

not my family but my darling *eww..sounds geli :(

started our journey at 10pm++

reached hotel like almost times to meet Mr. Chow

what i did while he was sleeping?

yea..cam cam time!

and guess what?

i saw a naked guy standing around the window opposite our building

wasted!

i should have brought my spec!!!

...

back to IPOH!!!

went to a friend's birthday party 

celebrated in hotel room

eat..drink..chit chat..take photo..

well! it was the 1st time attending birthday party

which held in hotel room

i mean for other occasion maybe

it was a great night meeting those ex-school mates

have great time with balloons! :)

next would be looking random

yeah! went out with princess

but what made that day special was

it's for the purpose of belated birthday celebration of mine

yea..as planned about months ago

we went to Citrus for brunch

been gossiping all the way round

about her life and my life when we were apart

followed by outing with the long-time-no-sees

went out for dinner and had a brief walking around de garden

then was the air port to meet another LTNS who sing in AP

...

spent another weekend in pg for FOOD AGAIN!!!!

i wonder why sook han still say that i'm getting skinner

went to everywhere for food

and the most significant thing is that

I FALL IN LOVE TO SEAFOOD

i don't know when does it started

maybe after watching Rosy Business

"How many ten years do you have in your life?"

taste it! feel it! play it! get it! do it!

whatever!!!!!!!!

...

i should change my blog title to I LOVE HOLIDAY!

but there is THE END for every moment

once i heard the annoying alarm rang!

its time for me to pack up my lazy mood

start moving to THE JAIL

the irritated ones!!!

but i still found some fun in campus

wonder how comfort is our library

nice view

nice condition

nice sofa

nice place for hibernation

:-*

Crap

It's been awhile
i've left FB and my Blog for about 2months since my last post
nothing much to write about
as my life is just that bored
trying hard to move my hips but
too lazy to move
am now physically in KL
main reason i'm here is to meet my sis up
since my dad came here for job
what i did? well.. not more than sleep and eat
but my dear mom she's superb
she clean up the whole house which was like full of dust
as if was nobody staying since a decade ago
what i helped? em..
stay quiet, sleep tight. that's all. so that i won't bother my mom :)
think this is the best way which helps

i've gone through tough weeks
preparing for exam like preparing for final sem examination
i wonder why am i so stressful this time
i didn't even sleep the night before the last paper
kept practicing
fortunately what i read came out
unfortunately there's not enough time given to answer
i can say that i never STOP down from writing
i know there will always be NO TIME to finish answering every single sub question especially account paper
so i tried VERY HARD to answer as fast as possible
till the writing was all like gone case d
but still i lose out 12 marks
the last sub question which carried 12marks
i left it blank
tried to fill in a bit
but the freaking uncle just grabbed my paper in a MANNER way
damn it! well! nothing to be blamed
its gone!
that day i had a disappointed night
went out also like being forced
i know even if i bear to finish it
i wont score an A or whatever
but at least it wont be what i'm going to get
it should be more than that

fine! maybe this is what uni students nowadays should bear in mind
train yourself to become a machine robot or whatever
once you get the paper
write as fast as a printer
no..should be a Photostat machine!
or else you will be abandoned