梦想，我爱你！

曾经徘徊在梦想和理想之间
身边所有人都说梦想，发发美梦就好了
不要把梦和现实搞混
理想始终会是我们人类必须要选择的
我不明白！

梦想对我来说
没错！它是个美梦！
可，它也是我理想的一部分！
或许我是一个很容易受身边事物而影响的人吧
也可以说，我是个“跟大队”的人
爸爸妈妈姐姐朋友们说什么好，
我就会跟随他们的决定
这就是所谓的没出息，没品味，没主见的烂人

在这之前，我还深信自己的选择是对的
可是渐渐地，我发现我的生活开始不规律了
觉得身边的一切好模糊
自己每天重复着在我人生中
最讨厌，最不喜欢，最想逃避的事情

今天突然发现自己好可悲
人生只有那仅仅一次
活了二十年，
我得到了什么？我实现了什么？
我到底要的又是什么？
每次一想到自己的人生就会哭
哭得好像死了什么人一样
可是哭又能解决什么？？？？
哭过了，问题还是在牢牢地望着你
如果它是一个物体那该多好
至少我可以把它
按扁，烧掉，埋掉，毁掉或者扔掉它
免得碍眼！！！！
迟早有一天我会崩溃！！！

还要等待一年多的时间来完成我的烂学业
希望那时候，我会有机会实现我长久以来的梦想
机会不需要多，只要一次就好
之前错过了那宝贵的一次
真的很希望老天爷能够眷恋我
多给我一次的机会
真的一次我就心满意足了
到了那时候，
就算失败。。。
我也认了。。。！

M bank vs P bank

M bank sucks..
called for enquiries..
waited for around 20minutes still no respond..at all!!!
kept on saying:"our customer service line is busy..we'll get back to you very soon..please hold on.."
excuse me.. busy sleeping isn't?
P bank is far more efficient..
need not to wait for even 5minutes..

one more thing
M bank again
foreign fund transfer minimum amount RM250.00!?!?
erm.. if my friend only need RM50.00..how??
weird la wei..
means eventhough people need RM10.00 i also need to transfer RM250.00 to them??
erm.. allowance?? LAMEO

not to critigue
but i really going to burn down M bank
forced me to delayed payment to people..
so embarrasing...T.T
like RM100.00 also wanna owe them for so long..
duh!!!! "FIRE COME" - by princess sha -

P bank and M bank is only a code name

not aim at any bank in real life

don't sue me..>.<

it stopped..since the day you left

viewed your blog
feel distressed
your blog
your last post
your everything
never change
the only thing that is changing
your blog lists

your's
no new post
no alteration
no feedback
nothing

what i felt everytime after reading your blog
is
appreciate what i am having
do what i wish or hope to do
before the LATE appears
not in me..but others..

DREAM what you want to DREAM
it can even be a DIRTY DREAM
go where you want to go
be what you want to be
someone extraordinary in near future perhaps
Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do

I always knew

looking back on the tears would make me laugh

but I never knew

looking back on the laughs would make me cry

-James,I miss you-

LIFE is...???

Life is fragile

yet there were people spent time finding ways to end themselves

Life is short

yet there were people spent time regreting deeds

Life is miserable

yet there were people who seems enjoying

Life is unfair

yet there were people who act on that way

Life can be meaningful in ways

Life can also be meaningless in aspects

People who are suppose to be dead will hardly die

People who are suppose to live longer will die very soon

Life is........errrrrrr.......anything else?

someone asked me to define LIFE

i was stucked by my blankness

i kept trying to find out some theories about LIFE

but ended up with a smile

an embarassed smile

then i started to speak

erm......it's about LUCK???

he looked at me without word

i was like...erh!!!what did i said???

he started to smile at me and says

NICE MEETING YOU, LUCKY GIRL.

then he turned away..

i was wondering who he is..??

erm..why me??

do i look like someone who know how to define LIFE??

but thanks to him

because of him, i realised that i should read more..>.<

I don't know what LIFE actually is

 but for me

-LIFE is to Let It be ForEver-

F.O.O.D

felt so damn hungry after class

found orange, cabbage, latte, hotdog, egg........no more

T.T

miss my mom's cooking badly

how i wish that today is FRIDAY!!!

get back to this

had my first time peeling off ORANGE experience

erm.........

ewww..don't feel like eating

well..i've decided to cut another one

instead of focing myself to eat them

this is much more better

WOW!!!i'm such a genius

YUMMY~

here comes my evening meal

erm..added cabbage-hotdog-egg..

no choice..too lazy for rice-cooking

~flirp~

WANTING

i'm going to put you into my stomach on this saturday

tastiest ais kacang i've ever ate before

I'M COMING!!!